[	Feelin...	|	melancholy	]
[	MUSIC!	|	Mudvayne-Not Falling	]

Kind of scared

 cuz i think i

 can't have kids.

My mom's got me

thinking that I might

have some disease.

I cut myself and

it left a weird scar

on my hand.

I almost died twice

on friday

and

I can hear my neighbor

fucking his slut

next door.

.GREAT.

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So, i'm at my dads house(yea great) and its pretty much like always EXCEPT that the little monster isnt here YAY. I hate life..........no im just confused. I need someone who understands but liek no one does. Its been like this for a while just feeling really shitty. To top it al off im sick which sucks since i feel like barfing everything i eat. By the way i ate some tacos they were good. I just want X-mas to pass so i can just rest and i wish that vacation never ends. A wish that will never come true.......................................................................

Thank you killswitch for getting me through my days.

[	Feelin...	|	gloomy	]
[	MUSIC!	|	NONE CUZ I CAN'T	]

SOMEONE PLEASE SHOOT ME

MY ASS IS VERY RAW EVERYONE WHO SLAPPED IT HAS TO DIE

HAPKIDO YAY

CLASS SUCKS

[	Feelin...	|	yes bouncy	]
[	MUSIC!	|	MetallicA - battery	]

So, I went to taco bell yesterday to get a chalupa with mon who by the way..has never had one before! so i just had to take her with me to go get one. We had to walk there of course cuz we have no caro and since its alhambra the men like to beep there horns which is not right since they are all in there let's say 40's. Well we get to el taco bell and get our chalupas and she ended up loving them duh...... and then i was playing with that lil thing they have where you put the coin in and try to make it on the platform and guess what happned I won!!! yea so i screamed and people were like wtf girlfriend......haha and well i got cinimon twists which taste like crap and it came out they were givin them away for free anyway and i got angered!! So afterwards we decided all (when i say all i mean that eric joined us) and we go to toys r us which is just great. We stay there for liek 2 hours playin with all the dora and spongebob stuff YEA!! and we decide to go so i call my mommy to tel her my bro can pick us up. We wait in the damn cold for ten mins and i see this girl who goes to our school with her family and we start talking and she is nice. WELL to end my night my bro came, i found a cane on a tree, got home, gave teh cane to my grandpa, talked to mon for 30 mins, she went home,  i took a nice shower, talked on the fone with sarahi and died ( went to sleep) ..................................................................good times. </font>

[	Feelin...	|	So sAd	]
[	MUSIC!	|	alkaline trio-all on black	]

Yes, so just got off the phone and waiting for something to do which will probably end up being nothing. Yawn! hahah i screamed. But yea so damn my whole body hurts... i really think im sick like bad sick i feel so tired all the time and in the mornings it just isn't right. I always feel crappy and like i can't go on in the day (but  i always do). death is near i swear..................so sad........so morbid. 

why!!!!???? hahah so funni...............................................